quitelovely

he's leaving tomorrow for 6 months. i have so much to say, but i believe it's better to leave it unsaid. if i said what i had to say, there would be no point. he's happy. i'm a mess. 6 months, half a year, whatever - that's quite a while. maybe it's for the best? who knows? all i know right now is that time heals pain & maybe 6 months is time worthy .... or not.

ps. the three little words can be very misleading.

latley i've been questioning myself "did it reall happen?". it's amazing how something you thought would never occur actually did occur. it's starting to hit me, and because of it, i've been dwelling on past situations. what would have happened if this and that didn't happen? they say that things happen for the best, but it's hard to believe that.